January 27, 2012
Does anyone else ever get extreme anxiety when they purchase a new canvas, or notebook, or a piece of paper? I so desperately want everything that I make something that is worth it for people to look at. This is why I dropped out of art school. That and the ugly depressive moods I would get into with my paintings.

On da flip side, I went to a food tasting party tonight and found an all natural/organic/GMO free/preservative and additive free “butter” grapeseed oil. It tastes so close to butter but without the dairy! And the flavor is derived from coconuts. I can finally put something on popcorn that tastes and FEELS like butter but without the bad stomach aches and vomiting. Funny thing to be excited about but it’s a really great convenience to me.

Does anyone else ever get extreme anxiety when they purchase a new canvas, or notebook, or a piece of paper? I so desperately want everything that I make something that is worth it for people to look at. This is why I dropped out of art school. That and the ugly depressive moods I would get into with my paintings.

On da flip side, I went to a food tasting party tonight and found an all natural/organic/GMO free/preservative and additive free “butter” grapeseed oil. It tastes so close to butter but without the dairy! And the flavor is derived from coconuts. I can finally put something on popcorn that tastes and FEELS like butter but without the bad stomach aches and vomiting. Funny thing to be excited about but it’s a really great convenience to me.